My biggest achievement.

No matter what I achieve in this life..no matter how big or how small my biggest achievement will be becoming a mommy. There are so many things I can do in this life. I can travel and see the world, climb mountains and explore the sea, spend a lifetime chasing a dream, etc. All of these things seem unimportant with just a thought of my little one. Little hands and toes, sweet little kisses, and the most precious little words spoken by the most precious little human being. With just a glance at her I can see myself in the way she looks at the things, how she expresses herself, and even in her little chubby feet. She thinks I am the greatest thing in this world, this is so untrue, but I love this. She spends her days following me around the house mimicking everything that I may say or do. She even tries to wear my sunglasses just so she can be like her mommy. It is the most rewarding experience, having a child. I look at her, and I know everything she knows is because I have tought her even if I may have been unaware of it. Just the other day I saw her watching me blow my nose, later that day she took a few pieces of toilet paper from the roll, put it to her little button nose, and blew as hard as she could. She died in laughter so excited that she had done something that I had done... When she smiles, I smile the biggest, most genuine smile that have ever had and ever will have. When she laughs, even at something that may not be funny otherwise, I in turn die with laughter as well. She is my all, my little me. In my eyes she is perfect, and if I never achieve anything else in my life, I will still leave this world completely satisfied just because of my little love.

For goodness cakes.

So I absolutely love to bake and decorate cakes. I used to have several people that knew I could make them, and I so enjoyed making their birthday/wedding cakes. Now that I have relocated to south Alabama I have no "clientele" , if you will. This makes me sad, because this is something that I am passionate about, and it is fading away. What to do, what to do??

my love.

I feel like "men" these days are so clueless. They have absolutely no clue as to what a woman wants nor what she needs. To me, it is kind of pathetic. Sooo what if I spell it out? I am most certainly not a person who is afraid to say what she wants..If you can't give me what I want and deserve I will simply be on my way. If I am to ever tell you, "Holla at me when you can give me what I want..how I want it." Do not text or call me the next day with the same mess you offered me before. I do not think people understand. Strong women are hard to come by, yes that is true, but buddy boy you have stumbled unto one of the most head strong women that you will probably meet in your whole life. So, if by chance you want my love..I have a list of things you shall abide by..or you can kiss my "pretty little white ass" buh- bye. You can call me crazy. Okay, I can accept that. I demand my respect..if you demand my hand. Don't act like your my man if you're going to act as if you are a little helpless boy. I'm soo not into that.